disarray

anticipating this, lie and say i'm alive, slow move or close my fist, thoughts of the killing kind, never thought it would come to this, i lied to save my own mind, cut me out with an eminent kiss, a pain of the killing kind, disarray, why feel for you, i've already turned that stone, disarray, why feel for you, i've already turned that stone, infatuation ends, try to numb my inside, slow move or cut through it, thoughts of the killing kind, never thought it would come to this, a lie to feign my own life, cut me out with an eminent kiss, a pain of the killing kind, disarray, why feel for you, i've already turned that stone, disarray, why feel for you, i've already turned that stone, i lost, my life, to feel, inspired again, disarray, why feel for you, i've already turned that stone, disarray, why feel for you, i've already, i've already, i've already, i've already, i'm not ready, i've already, disarray, why feel for you, i've already turned that stone