how many times?

how many times i couln't sleep, cause i saw you dien' in my dreams, how many times you lied to me, raised my hopes and i belived, so many times you went away, even thou you promest me to stay, you always said soon it'll be ok, but till today, nothing's changed, and now i know, it's too late, you lost your soul, you'll never change, this strength of mine, wasn't strong enough, you choosed his life, instead of love, and now i know, it's too late, you lost your soul, you'll never change, this streath of mine, wasn't strong enough, you choosed his life, instead of us, how many times they said i'm a fool, but it's your child i have faith in you, i always thought one day i would realize, leaving him reatcin paradise, but now i know it was just a dream, now i know it will never be, a beautiful completed family, you just exist in my dreams, and now i know, it's too late, you lost your soul, you'll never change, this strength of mine, wasn't strong enough, you choosed his life, instead of love, and now i know, it's too late, you lost your soul, you'll never change, this streath of mine, wasn't strong enough, you choosed his life, instead of us, intead of us