never gonna change

you're pushing down on my shoulders, and emptying my lungs, an in a moment i'm older, in a moment, you've won, and you escape me, like it's nothing, like words i never should have said, and the stress comes to the surface, but all of the heroes are dead, and i hate that i can't say your name, without feeling like i'm part of the blame, and it's never gonna feel quite the same, but it's never gonna change, and i hate that i'm always so young, had me feeling like you were the one, and it's never gonna feel like it's done, 'cause it's never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, while i dance here softly, you're next to me again, but we're still tugging on each other, and tearing up the fraying loose ends, and i hate that i can't say your name, without feeling like i'm part of the blame, and it's never gonna feel quite the same, but it's never gonna change, and i hate that i'm always so young, had me feeling like you were the one, and it's never gonna feel like it's done, 'cause it's never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, and i hate that i can't say your name, without feeling like i'm part of the blame, and it's never gonna feel quite the same, but it's never gonna change, and i hate that i'm always so young, had me feeling like you were the one, and it's never feel gonna like it's done, 'cause it's never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, 'cause it's never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change, never gonna change