fool's gold

oh, tell me about the boy you love, and how he's gonna save you from the hell you deserve, you vandalized your past with achievements you're making, but a splash of paint can be covered in a weekday, god, show me what love feels like, i've never felt it, never felt it, was it the sex i gave, or the lies i told?, mistakes i've made, or the bones i broke?, to hell with you, to hell with you, did i care too much?, was i just too cold?, i messed it up, now i'm all alone, to hell with you, to hell with you, in the morning i take my daily dose of stress, black out just to make it through the day, i wanna get drunk with my dead friends again, 'cause they sure knew how to fucking live, was it the sex i gave, or the lies i told?, mistakes i've made, or the bones i broke?, to hell with you, to hell with you, did i care too much?, was i just too cold?, i messed it up, now i'm all alone, to hell with you, to hell with you, to hell with me, too, as my hair recedes i still don't, know what's best for me, i found god, so people won't judge me, for doing absolutely nothing, as my hair recedes i still don't, know what's best for me, i found god, so people won't judge me, for doing absolutely nothing, was it the sex i gave, or the lies i told?, mistakes i've made, or the bones i broke?, to hell with you, to hell with you, did i care too much?, was i just too cold?, i messed it up, now i'm all alone, to hell with you, to hell with you, to hell with me, too