just my luck

yeah, yeah, yeah, uh, uh, uh-huh, look at me, look at me, struggling, bring me down, i want more of it, is that what you hear, is it written on my face, or is it in my eyes, 'cause i'm stuck up in this place, and i just. i don't know, where you're leading me to go, pulling me here, pulling me there, can't take no more, what happened to being happy, that's what i ask myself, over here tryna mask me, who even is myself, just my luck, just my luck, what you want, what you want, just my luck, just my. what you want from me, what you need me to be, oh-oh, look at me, i'm just your little character, go 'head, play me, i'm on strings, parachute, do you dare me, double dare me to say otherwise, well i dare me, 'cause i'm restless in your bed of lies, i don't know, where you're leading me to go, pulling me here, pulling me there, can't take no more, what happened to being happy, that's what i ask myself, over here tryna mask me, who even is myself, just my luck, just my luck, what you want, what you want, just my luck, just my. what you want from me, what you need me to be, oh, does my confidence offend you, cookie cutter enough for you, is my melanin offensive, do i talk more than i should, you tell me, do i meet the standard, well?, do i fit in the box or am i just. too much to handle, no i'm just. too much to stop, 'cause i won't ever let you, in the way of me and only me, still i rise what they raised me on, i guarantee ya, on my mama, and my sisters, i'ma get there, i'ma win it, twenty-nine years or fifteen minutes, we going up, trust me, my love, it's just one day where it's rough, for me and for you, don't give up, oh, just my luck, just my luck, what you want, what you want, just my luck, just my. what you want from me, what you need me to be, yeah, oh, are you happy with me yet?, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh just my luck, just my luck, what you want, what you want, just my luck, just my. what you want from me, what you need me to be, yeah