the play, part ii

is this coming to an end?, i've seen the writing for years, now i, i've always tried to send, this message to all, but it seems like i've failed, broken, torn, and misled, by the thoughts in my head, seems like all that i see, takes a hold of me, i can't fight this desert in my heart, left behind by the ones that i love, i would fly to the end if they only could see, just look at me, there are voices in my head, i do not know if they're real or not, i remember what they said: "take all your fears and turn them into hate", they are trying to pull me down, tearing and ripping, confusing me, if only someone could help, i've prayed for so long, still they don't see, don't hear me, facing ground just once more, wondering what it's all for, nothing i could foresee, takes a hold of me, strange, oh so strange, i can't fight this desert in my heart, left behind by the ones that i love, i will fly to the end if you'd only believe me, well look and see, "these words now left with you, were too hard for me to say alive, i never meant to go this way, but in the end i was facing too much for me to bear, forgive me just this once, 'cause life has done me wrong, i feel i've been set aside, so quietly i walk.", and darkness turns into light, and warmth now fills my soul, i have found a stillness in my heart, left the past behind with the ones that i love, i can fly to the end, can you finally see, now look at me, and i can see no sense at all, i tried so hard to break my fall, i never meant to fly this way, but in the ends it's all.