broken

i'm so high i shouldn't be smoking, but i got a lot on my mind, just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so i, keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage, i don't know if you notice i'm broken, i'm so high i shouldn't be smoking, but i got a lot on my mind, just trying to cope with, feeling so hopeless so i, threw my arms open, abusin' my dosage, i don't know if you notice i'm broken, i don't know if this life is worth livin', is there anyone with me?, i keep throwin' up all of my guts my whole stomach is empty, thinkin' a fix was gonna fix me, i'm trippy, i think i need to stop smoking and stop all this sippin', 'cause lately it's to hard to be focused, i'm lacking attention, feel demons around me i know that they're listening, i hang with the fiends. i'm feelin so hopeless, i don't like to be bugged, but this worlds full of roaches, i'm higher then ever, don't know if you noticed i'm in slow motion, praying for god, mary, and moses, coping off drugs, i've exceeded my dosage, you fallin' in love, i step on your roses, keep my double cup full of that magic potion, and i am so broken, yeah, eyes are so swollen from cryin' and moping, i'm lonely but my arms are wide open, you ask what i'm snortin you actin all nosy and i'm, leanin on codeine but you can lean on me, when you feel like you just wanna die, just have faith in the music we all goin' through it, i'm so high i shouldn't be smoking, but i got a lot on my mind, just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so i, keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage, i don't know if you notice i'm broken, i'm so high i shouldn't be smoking, but i got a lot on my mind, just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so i, keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage, i don't know if you notice i'm broken, you can lean on me, you can lean on me, you can lean on me, you can lean on me, you can lean on me, you can lean on me, i don't know who to trust on this planet, i'm running 'round frantic, inside of made on the rings i be dancin', but sometimes i panic, and sometimes i'm scared, it's not fair the shit life's always handin', woke up to a spirit but i could not fear it, it vanished, and it was my father, dammit, i'm so tired i should be sleepin', but with all of this shit on my mind, all i need is one reason, to jump off that deep end, and i'm so close to my dreams, it's been driving me crazy, but its been a hell of a ride, gun in my mouth boy i'm ready to die, i'm so high i shouldn't be smoking, but i got a lot on my mind, just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so i, keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage, i don't know if you notice i'm broken, i'm so high i shouldn't be smoking, but i got a lot on my mind, just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so i, keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage, i don't know if you notice i'm broken