how did i get here?

how did i get here, lyin' in the sunshine, all i have is tears, watch them as they fall, i'm wishing you were here, this was supposed to be a good time, this was supposed to be our year, now there's nothing after all. how did i get here, i guess it doesn't really matter, i try and pass the days, without you on my mind, without you next to me, this is feeling like a bad dream, i'm doin' it again, i thought about you one more time, i'm sending out a message via satellite, where are you tonight my dear, we're all missing you right here, we're lighting you a candle in the dead of night, where are you tonight my dear, we're all missing you, i'm sending out a message via satellite, where are you tonight my dear, we're all missing you right, lighting you a candle in the dead of night, where are you tonight my dear, we're all missing you, how did i get here, lyin' in the sunshine, all i have is tears, watch them as they fall, how did i get here, i guess it doesn't really matter, try and pass the day, without you on my mind, without you next to me, this is feeling like a bad dream, now i'm doing it again, i thought about you one more time