over my head

it's over my head, i hate myself for caring this much, i've become an addict looking for a hit of your love, i'm a long way from sober and i don't wanna get over you, like a bird needs a gun, i've never been so dependent, who am i turning into, i need a fix, my heart is outta control, and you pull it like a habit baby, i try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go, but the drugs too deep and it's in my bones, i was the one who could take it, leave it, liked it better when i didn't need it, drowning slow cause i crave disaster, overdosing, i'm sinking faster, i'm in over my head, over my head, over my head, i don't understand it but i know, it's over my head, so over my head, sing me if it's hell or tell me this is paradise, wherever we are just hold me like i'm yours tonight, it's a long way from over and i'm forever hooked on you, like thunder needs the rain, shatter my defenses, who am i turning into, and i'm ashamed to say it but, i need a fix, my heart is outta control, and you pull it like a habit baby, i try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go, but the drugs too deep and it's in my bones, i was the one who could take it, leave it, liked it better when i didn't need it, drowning slow cause i crave disaster, overdosing, i'm sinking faster, i'm in over my head, over my head, over my head, i don't understand it but i know, it's over my head, so over my head, say that you crave me, will you fixate me, if i come unhinged, let you under my skin, love me or kill me, your poison can heal me, the needle's in my veins, watch me fly, fly, fly, i need a fix, my heart is outta control, and you pull it like a habit baby, i try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go, but the drugs too deep and it's in my bones, i was the one who could take it, leave it, liked it better when i didn't need it, drowning slow cause i crave disaster, overdosing, i'm sinking faster, i'm in over my head, over my head, over my head, i don't understand it but i know, it's over my head, so over my head