undrunk

wish i could get a little un-drunk so i could un-call you, at five in the morning, i would un-fuck you, honestly, this party's over, everyone here should have gone home, but i'm afraid of being sober, 'cause the first thing i do when i'm alone, i start touching myself to the photos that you used to send me, i should have deleted, but kept it a secret, is that crazy to do?, so i squeeze out the lime on the ice of my drink, and the juice hits the cuts on my fingers, it still doesn't burn as much as the thought of you, wish i could get a little un-drunk so i could un-call you, at five in the morning, i would un-fuck you, but some things you can't undo, i wish i could un-kiss the room full of strangers, so i could un-spite you, un-lose my temper, but some things you can't undo, and one of them's you, i'm afraid to turn the lights on, i don't wanna face this rebound, is it weird if i come over?, i want to, but i know that she's around, so i'm touching myself to the photos that you used to send me, i should have deleted, but kept it a secret, is that crazy to do?, oh, i'm hungry and wasted and my hands are shaking, i shouldn't be cooking, but spilling hot water, it still doesn't burn as much as the thought of you, wish i could get a little un-drunk so i could un-call you, at five in the morning, i would un-fuck you, but some things you can't undo, i wish i could un-kiss the room full of strangers, so i could un-spite you, un-lose my temper, but some things you can't undo, and one of them's you, been through every emotion, right now i'm sad and broken, like the bottles on the floor, but i'm too buzzed to clean 'em up, wish i could get a little un-drunk so i could, i could un-love you, wish i could get a little un-drunk so i could un-call you, at five in the morning, i would un-fuck you, but some things you can't undo, i wish i could un-kiss the room full of strangers, so i could un-spite you, un-lose my temper, but some things you can't undo, and one of them's you, you, you, wish i could un-love you, you, you, you, wish i could un-call you, yeah, you, you, you, wish i could un-fuck you, you, wish i could un-love you