as i was saying

as i was saying, just before you left the room, before i assumed, that you might not come around, as i was saying, just after i took my foot from, my mouth and put it back, on the ground, i don't want to disappoint you, i don't want to disappear, from here or now or you, this is worth saving, because the sum of us is more than us, if you add us up, then subtract my lack of sleep, my mind feels crazy, when all these thoughts come rushing in, should i be trusting them, or only let them be?, i don't want to disappoint you, i don't want to disappear, from here or now or you, is it just a matter of time?, or does it even matter at all?, because even if this story should fall, from the sky to the sea, if i should fall, would you fall down with me?, would you fall?, found my foundation, it was underneath me all along, on this path i'm on, now i never walk alone, i've been erasing, rewrote the second half like this, so my protagonist, might find his way back home, i don't want to disappoint you, i don't want to disappear, from here or now or you, not from here or now or you