feel the void

i can't feel my life, makes me want to cry, how bad i feel inside, like i wanna die, can't explain, won't apologize, re-entry blown, while i was gone tilt of axis changed, destination unknown, wreckage in tow, depression grows, i have no home, consequences on accepted role, discontented seeds, loveless garden thrown bitter crop to reap, understanding hard-pressed won, through me you feel the void from where the sad sounds come, free return alone in time to see the sun go black