rulers

uh huh, 'bout to throw a party everybody's been invited, i'm about to throw a party everybody's been invited, i'm about to throw a party everybody's been invited, i said bitch my name is knowledge everything i spit is like lightning, ah, hold up nigga what's your purpose?, tell me what you represent?, i separate conjunctions run on sentences like alka-seltzer, dropping jews and knowledge my composite is an open enum, flowing like a spanish stream that's sturdy as the hoover dam, and i don't think they understand that i relate the mental pages, pop a pill my eye be still for propofol for concentration, put me on a stable fashion like some under observation, murder beats like people treat a page like it's an operation, open up your mind without a few sedated medications long-awaited meditation from my mental elevation, piece of mind to find it by design it was of no relation, corridor is mighty spacious i been feeling lonely lately, kill'em with a flow that i bet they never have seen it, hit'em with a side two wide demeanor, hurt a boy once and they all just fiendin, think you can do what i do stop dreaming, reach for the goddamn spot that nobody ever got till the moment that you actually seize it, believing achieving the season the corner of an ax of the trees that were there for a reason, i don't even know the person that i am, and i've been searching digging deep is obsolete i'm absolutely incomplete, my spirit's been defeated by the demons that i do possess, i'm too depressed i've been oppressed from pressure i shall not progress, i must confess my heads a mess, i stress about my sanity, i sanctify my soul upon the pew from views of vanity, just crucify my flesh and let my blood drip on the canopy, then catalog or catacomb my calling army rest in peace, but mentally i've been deceased then pleaded by my requiation moments of seclusion my hateful thoughts have been procreating and it's no illusion no confusion imma die alone, so don't neglect the lessons offered by my introspective thoughts the mine kaan fury he'll alert you to a holocaust the putrice in the desert definite daisies and daffodils, the bane of runneth over old pedal just to make it real with all these voices in my head encouraging my malice, manifest the manuscript it was magnetic and magnificent, my father told me i'm too quick cause ain't nobody listening, but that nigga don't know me when unless i know we really spoke i'm wasting all my time with rhymes ok alright i get it folks, and right before i take my life assist and i propose a toast, me and the holy ghost discussing issues that he'll only know, but i'm so insecure i never leave my room, i'm terrified that if i go outside then all my fears will soon be verified and i'm stunting my mental growth, i'm emotionally paralyzed, i live inside a paradigm, i wanna die is that a crime, i find that people never care unless the bribe is beneficial, cut my wrists im tearing tendons and vital vascular tissue, but i realize that if i die today no one would miss me, time to core another throw my corpse inside a shallow ditch, i been living life alone i just pray the lord forgive me, i think death is beautiful do you think that's unusual