the hurricane

why can't you help me understand, why i'm so alone, if i love you so, maybe the waves will make you stay, here with me, stay with me, 'cause i'll never feel the same, call my name softly through the trees at night, across the ocean and the sky, i'll follow you, because, i'm so scared of who i am when the fog casts over me, blinded by my mind, seasons change, i'll be here hiding in your hurricane, and i'll never feel the same, bury me, bury me with words, 'cause i trusted all your lies, sinking through, sinking through the earth, and we fucked up too many times, but i still came home to you, of all the times we spent, you loved it most when you left, i wish i could've made you stay, i'm so scared of who i am when the fog casts over me, blinded by my mind, seasons change, i'll be here hiding in your hurricane, and i'll never feel the same, time's a clock, and i'll keep waiting for everyone, to move the minutes faster to me, i can't keep waiting on you, with every minute passing, i'm a little bit scared that, yeah i'm a little bit scared you won't come back