leave me alone

, hey!, leave me alone, panic-stricken, handle business, not a joke, yeah, manners missin', travel different, no control, yeah, time to listen, time to zip it, keep it closed, my description, highly gifted, take some notes, yeah, lack of interest, why'd you visit? hit the road, yeah, i'm kinda twisted, so keep your distance, be a ghost, yeah, see i'm inventive, but quite the menace, you ain't know?, well then i'm offended, let's jog your memories, here we go, yeah, i went from nobody to kinda famous, hide my plaques inside the closet, i just can't explain it, my wife, she tells me that she's proud and thinks that i should hang 'em, but i just leave 'em on the ground right next to my self-hatred, yeah, yeah, mental health, where's my mental health?, diagnosed with ocd, what does that mean? well, gather 'round, that means i obsessively obsess on things i think about, that means i might take a normal thought and think it's so profound, ruminating, fill balloons up full of doubts, do the same things, if i don't, i'm overwhelmed, thoughts are pacing, they go 'round and 'round and 'round, it's so draining, let's move onto something else, fine, runnin' the game, but they don't even know it, like i'm undercover and don't wanna blow it, i come out of nowhere, they don't even notice, the flow is so cold, you would think it was snowin', i'm under the weather, but wind isn't blowin', i got an umbrella for difficult moments, you got to admit it, i'm very devoted, i'm out in the rain, but it don't always open, so i. hold up my balloons and cover up my face, i can feel them weighin' on me every day, i should let 'em go and watch 'em float away, but i'm scared if i do, then i'll be more afraid, tell them how i feel, but they don't wanna change, tell them how i feel, but they remain the same, loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!, ayy, yeah, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!, woo, yeah, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!, i hate when they debate if we're underrated, we're so overlooked that they're lookin' over our numbers, nathan, we don't do enough interviews or go out in public lately, we don't post enough on our socials, to keep the buzz from fading, let it fade, yeah, let it fade, once it's decimated, then you drop a song outta nowhere, and all the fans embrace it, then the buzz will surface again, it's part of my operation, i don't need advice from my doubts right now, end of conversation, shut your mouth, yeah, shut your mouth, better tone it down, close it now, if you make a sound, i'ma change the dial, funny how they be acting loud, comin' unannounced, it's floating 'round, man, the kid is wild, pretty vile, true, i'm kinda funny but don't really show it, i keep it together but have a disorder, i go to my room and i sit in my corner, and talk to myself in a language that's foreign, i think of a rhyme and i have to record it, but know if i don't, i'll wake up in the mornin', and question my life again, always avoiding, i hate to be different, but hate to be normal, so i. hold up my balloons and cover up my face, i can feel them weighin' on me every day, i should let 'em go and watch 'em float away, but i'm scared if i do, then i'll be more afraid, tell them how i feel, but they don't wanna change, tell them how i feel but they remain the same, loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!, ayy, yeah, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!, woo, yeah, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!, remember back in "no name," i said fame called?, told you i hung up, it kinda felt wrong, finally called him back, we didn't talk long, he asked me how i'd been, i sent him this song, yeah, think he took offense, he kinda seemed off, i texted him that night to ask what he thought, it took a couple days to get a response, but once i finally did, he said this song sucks, feel the symptoms, couldn't miss 'em, wrestle with 'em, then i pin and flip 'em, brought some back up, no, well, you should get some, who you dissin'? 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