nothing feels natural

perhaps i will change into something, swing wildly the other way, if i go without for days will i finally hallucinate a real thing, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done and, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done, come on, please, work for something, if i walk a hundred days does it mean, i get to say you can't talk to me, that way, that way, that way, that way, that way, that way, that way, that way, that way, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done and, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done and, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done, this is when i'd give a god a name, but to people in sanctuaries all i can say is, you will not, you will not be saved, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done and, no it's not for anyone and i can't wait until it's done and, no it's not for anyone and, i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait