focus (demo)

don't look at me that way, you should know i can take it, 'cause you're making my face blush, bringing back the uselessness in me, people are telling me that i need to go through with this, but i'm too scared to admit, too scared to open up for you, i don't know what i want, i don't know what i need, oh, oh, i'm tired of always looking back to you, oh, oh, i need to move on but you're making it hard, don't let me crawl to you, 'cause i'm not that kind of girl, i will not degrade myself even if it means that we are not a we, i don't know what i want, i don't know what i need, what i need, so this is how it feels to be devastated, but you're feeling satisfied knowing that someone wants you, when will this end?, i can focus, i don't have time for all of this, it's a waste of my time, oh, oh, i'm tired of always looking back to you, oh, oh, i need to move on but you're making it hard, oh, oh, i'm tired of always looking back to you, oh, oh, i need to move on but you're making it hard, but you're making it hard, but you're making it hard, i need to move on but you're making it hard, but you're making it hard, oh, oh, i need to move on but you're making it hard