last time in love

this is my last time, last time in love, and i got suddenly scared, that i'll never get to fall in love, again, all my life, i opened myself up to, anyone, i try for awhile and always let 'em down, moving on, was something i mastered, is it, fair to say i got so good at it, that i went to town, then i met you, falling for you wasn't hard to do, but deja vu, always falling but this feeling's new, is this my last time, last time in love, oh it's time i asked myself why, i'm not learning my lesson, if it's my last time, last time in love, then it's bittersweet because i, know i'll never get to fall in love, again, hanging in has been hard up till now, because i, tried to be someone else, but it wasn't doing any good, everyone, i ever went out with thought i, had to change, anyone who knows me knows i never could, now i'm with you, sticking with it can be hard to do, but i can say, i wouldn't have it any other way, now it's my last time, last time in love, oh it's not that i never cared, for the others way back when, but it's my last time, last time in love, oh and i got suddenly scared, that i'll never get to fall in love again, yes it's my last time, last time in love, i wonder who'd've believed, of the ones who knew me well, that it's my last time, last time in love, oh but part of me is relieved, that i'll never have to fall in love, again