my damnation

time to take control (i control this, it's harder than you know, feel the muscle twitch, when you let it go, feeling primitive, pounding in my head, they will never know, better left unsaid, always the same and, i didn't know you were, taking what's mine i, can see it show through, waiting to break me, 'cause everyday it's, my damnation, take another step, all that i have left, things that could have been, haunting me again, set it my own ways, make it through the day, nothing more to lose, nothing more to say, always the same and, i didn't know were, taking what's mine i, can see it show through, waiting to break me, 'cause everyday it's, my damnation, always to blame you, you crucified me, leave it behind i, can't take this hating, i'll make it go away, and everyday it's, my damnation, go ahead, you throw the dirt, you tried, to make it hurt me, everything, everything, everything, breaking me, always the same, always to blame, always the same, over and over it's my damnation