disassociate

watch me go and, watch me go and, sever everything here that i feel close to, i don't know why, i don't know why i feel the disassociation, from you i'm forsaken, crowded room i hate this, i don't feel surrounded, poison dead without it, now i've gotta take a breath, tell myself there's love to give, now i've gotta take a breath, lack of shadow's caving in, it's caving in, caving in, my lack of shadow is caving in, it's been about a season since i haven't needed you, it's been about a decade since i felt complete, can you tell that i'm suffocating, the pain inside me, it's activating, activating, now i've gotta take a breath, tell myself there's love to give, now i've gotta take a breath, lack of shadow's caving in, it's caving in, caving in, my lack of shadow is caving in, i can feel it caving in on me so close, do you even feel me here, can you tell that it's activating, do you even feel me here, can you feel my, can you feel my, can you feel my disassociation, do you even feel me here