this time around

looking out this hotel window, watching all of the people, 5 o'clock heading on back home, my day is just beginning. i'm sitting here thinking, i wish i wasn't drinking alone, i'd rather be in our bed than stuck here with my pride, always worried about winning, but now i realize, sometimes its hard when you got it, its gone when you need it, sometimes it just can't be found, i know its hard to believe it, but i can finally see it, i'll be better to you this time around, pick up the phone cuz i miss you, but i'd rather be with you, than waiting here pretinding i'm strong, i can see that you were right, please let me come home and try, i'm man enough to tell you i was wrong, sometimes it's hard when you got it, it's gone when you need it, sometimes it just can't be found, i know it's hard to believe it, but i can finally see it, i'll be better to you this time around, i'd rather be in our bed than stuck here with my pride, always worried about winning, but now i realize, sometimes its hard when you got it, its gone when you need it, sometimes it just can't be found, i know its hard to believe it, but i can finally see it, i'll be better to you this time around, i'll be better to you this time around