expectations

i drove really fast before i hit the wall, i was punch drunk, spinnin' round, heading for a fall, do or die now, got scared, so i stalled, you can have it all, your eyes inside the back of my mind, stars collide to see who outshines, your eyes inside the back of my mind, it's making me blind, we can hate, we can hate each other, we can be down then fuck one another, we can hold it up, then set it on fire, life is sacrifice and you can be a martyr, but it's more than i can stand, when you're looking down on me, cause i can't live up to you, that makes me incomplete, i never wanted anything more, so i'll just say good-bye and watch you walk out the door, i want to be all you want me to be, i want to be all you think that you see, would you leave me here when nobody cares?, i tried really hard not to care at all, medicate myself, xanax, alcohol, my admissions made me feel so small, you can keep it all, i can change, we can change for each other, we can let go and accept one another, we can tear it down to the ground and start over, life is compromise, so if i let you down then i'll pick you up again, in the end, suspend confidence in me to come through, to be who i want to be and to do what i want to do, never turn my back on you,