nemesis

apathy raised upon childhood, social skills erased, automaticly blocking of any contact, eomtions numbed, the anger grows within me. i'm a walking human time bomb, adrenaline thrusting in my blood flow, morals collapse. barriers fade as i take control. with the first blow of the hammer, my mind's unblocked, feelings i only dreamt of having, a psychic extacy, murder becoming my sole comfort, regressed for so long, your body, my canvas of exploration, my playground of pus, becoming, a self made god, a tool moulded by society, a - a nemesis of man, the emotions of which i'm fuelled, result of social abuse, murder takes control, another death ensued, another asshole entombed, with the first blow of the hammer, my mind's unblocked, feelings i only dreamt of having, a psychic extacy, murder becoming my sole comfort, regressed for so long, your body, my canvas of exploration, my playground of pus, again i hack