10 drinks

i always remember that summer the clearest, thriller at blockbuster, zombie appearance, i need a raise 'cause i'm hungry and dead broke, they told me 'nah nah' like the fruit that is yellow, and i'm smoking crops with a beautiful scarecrow, i wish you'd eat more, the weed doesn't help though, i just keep on building, them boys just won't let go, her house big like 90's clothes, shit got an echo-echo, and i'm spacey, kevin, and we racing, to heaven, and i'm crazy, definitely, regressing, slide through shutter's on a late night, shots on shots like a.i, the voices in my head gon' stay quiet, stay quiet, stay quiet, stay quiet, 10 drinks in me, i'm drunk, i left the party early tonight, all those empty conversations, i'm watching the cars and the trucks whizz by, and i thought 10 drinks would hold me down, sort me out, and i thought 10 drinks would hold me down, sort me out, i've loved and lost already, it hurt and stopped already, i did them shots already, every kind of pill popped already, been to mountain tops and valleys, all messy, mentos and pepsi, woke up so far from anything, with my head feeling awful heavy, hey man, you give a rapping junkie, a bag of money, he'll disappear, tell you the albums coming, now that's all i wanna say about the drug thing, should call this album nothing, said i'd amount to nothing, and i slip through the shadows in the late night, shots on shots like a.i, the voices in my head gon' stay quiet, stay quiet, stay quiet, stay quiet, 10 drinks in me, i'm drunk, i left the party early tonight, all those empty conversations, i'm watching the cars and the trucks whizz by, and i thought 10 drinks would hold me down, sort me out, and i thought 10 drinks would hold me down, sort me out, {siri}:], i went to this nightclub at the city, i thought "ahh yeah i'll get pissed", then i, yeah i was a good looking guy, you know, i used to go out, pick up five girls at night, then i'd have orgies with my- that was a crazy guy, then i was standing at the bar and i bought my last drink, and i was thinking to myself "this has gotta be- you know, there's something wrong because i've been here drinking since, you know, it's been a hell of a while, and no money, so this is my last drink and i'm not drunk.", by now i'd be sleazing around trying to take someone home, and then i heard that same voice i heard, said "turn around", i go "what", i said "you crazy", i go "oh no" and i started shaking man, i turned around and i saw demons in this club man, like evil spirits, mate, inside this nightclub, demons, with my naked eyes, man. things you can't see in the natural, serious, i wasn't hallucinating bro, i was straight as, {in 300m use the right lane to take the state route 43.}, and i saw this going into this one person.