what am i doing?

she found hers, i gotta find mine too, leave it to faith, to make it happen for you, i'm so confused, on how i'm supposed to be, what am i doing?, am i. destined for loneliness, life shared alone, writing these songs about my sorrow, on my hotel room floor, told you i deserve to be happy, you said: that we all do, selfish of me to want only, the best of you, i'm sorry i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to fall in love, i'm sorry i'm so sorry, i just wanna to be happy too, what am i doing?, it's a mystery, uncertainty of where this song well end for me, you broke me down, got deep in to my heart, now don't you leave me crying in the dark, you're so far away now, the time and distance are killing me, are there enough memories to even feed our hearts, but we are apart, i told i deserve to be happy, you said: she does too, how foolish of me to want only the rest of you, i'm sorry i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to fall in love, i'm sorry i'm so sorry, i just wanna to be happy too, what am i doing?, what am i doing?, it's a mystery, uncertainty of where this song well end for me