murder scene

turning a blind eye, won't make the world disappear, the second sight returns, so, too, does the pain and fear, i'll refuse to acknowledge, i'll refuse to accept, reality force-feeding me anguish and regret, you. once so close to me, this once-so-sacred place is now a murder scene, your name? just a soliloquy, dead to me, your presence forever will be exposure therapy, there stand strangers where the world used to be, can't take change or are retinas still not letting me see?, i'll refuse to acknowledge, i'll refuse to accept, reality force-feeding me anguish and regret, you. once so close to me, this once-so-sacred place is now a murder scene, your name? just a soliloquy, dead to me, your presence forever will be exposure therapy, no "we", no "us", two halves un-whole, i'm your sisyphus, you laugh every roll, and you will suffer, and you will drown, you are the victor? how heavy's the crown?, you. once so close to me, this once-so-sacred place is now a murder scene, your name? just a soliloquy, dead to me, your presence will forever be dead to me