give it up

with all of who i am, at the pouring faith of a mindless mess, i was buried in myself, take all your tantrum into the ground, get out in the world my son, your body wasn't made for this, you're gonna kill yourself, kill yourself in the ambulance, but you forgot about me, i thought the drugs would set me free, god i've been blinded in the dark, i thought you promised me a weight that i could carry, my back is breaking, i'm falling apart, give it up you're wasting time, give it up you're wasting your life, there is a greater purpose, your words were never worthless, give it up you're wasting time, give it up you're wasting your life, nothing you brought is gone, you'll never come undone, we have one chance to be alive, there's a noose around my neck, a dead body tied to my ankles, there's a sound crashing my back, and my wrists are bound in shackles, i have the underside, there's room for another life, and let the sake of sacrifice, i'm not afraid to die, now you could finally see, i said the truth would set you free, you have been blinded in the dark, but now i'm promising a life that's worth surrounding, my back is breaking, i'm falling apart, will you ever understand me?, how desperate do i have to be?