mind vomit

before i start, i just want to be clear, this song was not for you all but since i got ya ears, i'm gon say some stuff i've been waiting to say for years, i'm sorry if i offend but this me being clear, who am i to you, nobody but trash i wouldn't lie to you, i'm not a threat its only one of a me and yet a lot of you, here to cock and aim a shot when i shoot i follow through so, in the end i hope the spirit will jump, hallelu, been gave the gospel truth, gave you all my point of views, when i spit at you look at me like sick you sick with the stomach flew, i looked at god he told me aaron i'm not what you equal to, he tried to give me short cuts instead i ran out the scenic root, aaron been thinking he's a know it all, but god a show em don't know at all so he gave me glass jaw, was hit hard, learned lessons, and trained hard, man i was ready for home this was base ball, i've been this long road, man i swear to myself, what may glitter ain't gold, what i perceived as wealth was only these lies they told me sitting low at the shelf, was the father who's knows me, and everything else, would of been sittin high beyond the god of all things, i use to run away when he called me, i use to run away he called me, sometimes i try to run when we calls me, man some days got me hatin life, like skip it all i could die tonight, i could give a hoot on who doesn't like, i could care less about this christian life and do what i do when i do it when i take this pen write, but that ain't every day, life still blessing bruh, i just thought for a second i'd telling what's up, life is but i ain't letting em up, i gotta murda myself and i been killing enough, i see a black and white world through my grey shades, but if you wanna see some color look at christ frame, hard ball with an odd ball, i've gotten buttons you can press but remember i am not a game, lord i wanna change, so could you spare a little, i wanna grow to mature faith cause mines littles, character grows only having the spirit in you, so lord reign in my life, i got root issues, pass the baton, we running a new race, i'm the smaller joker determined to murder every spade, secure through these nights and days like i'm blade, i wrestle with the lions like david i'm so blain, swagger was an issue, i'm fight to become plain, so tired of sin trafficking jesus brought out the plane, transcendent over my sin so my hope was found in the king, so as long as i see a rainbow i guess i'm ready for rain, you can call me the new guy, you don't need a name, i'm worthy have to my shoes tied, i'm doing something old but rocking a whole new pride, proud to be humbled by brothers with bigger shoe sizes, i'm on a new kinda, feeling i'm feeling filled with the filling of the spirit this confidence given ain't arrogance its just how i'm feeling, bold enough to quit trying to be a hero, only god saves for change i'm only zero, kiddo i can rest, the son is seen as the pillow, i tried playing the background but ended up in the middle kiddo, holla back to the old canon i'm 10 4, you seen what's in inside but that was through a window, this is my time i'm a, spit my heart and my soul, if i don't sell remember what may glitter ain't gold, i've given everything i've gotten what more could i hold, if this ain't sick enough don't trip this ain't even a cold, and this a mind vomit, to the father above gotta pay homage, i know i'm crazy at least i'm honest, if i ain't gave you the truth by now then i ain't got it, welcome to the mind, if i had a house this is my house