war of lies

who was the one that stood beside you through the war of your life, who stood defiant in the face of your enemy, who was the one you could confide in when your adversaries made you run and hide, there's no messiah out there waiting to deliver you now, you've lost the war and have surrendered your sanity, what was before has now been scattered from the heavy devastation left behind, you made it happen again, threw your cover away, built battlements to stand for all time, you've waged your war of lies, discarded your disguise, i was the one you said you could never be a part of your life, i was the one who had a moment of clarity, only a son, could stay devoted to a fabricator living their own lies, the ones who loved you can no longer be a part of you now, you're very deft at trying to garner their sympathy, but your reflection will reveal the shadowed image of the criminal inside, you've let it happen again, thrown your honor away, you may never learn until you're denied, you've waged your war of lies, discarded your disguise, seen through damnation's eyes, you blame me for your lies, you don't get it, you won't let it, you won't ever admit your fucking lie, you don't get it, i won't let it, i won't believe this time,