closed eyes

make me see through eyes, of a different soul, cause mine are closed and sealed, since long before, to seek and hopefully find, find my own voice, to sail beyond the sunset, and strand on solid ground, i must to maintain, my now so weak belief, may it grow or else, the darkness will never cease, lost am i in woods of never ending tress, that tomorrow will be dying due to my grief, is this my ending i failed in my calls, should have been there, would have stayed, but to live in fear is not to live at all, yes to live in fear is not to live at all, i close my eyes and i drift away, crying loud gone is the day, will i be awakened tomorrow, that i can only pray, the spark in me quickly fades, a silent voice inside, child take a look at yourself, you've got to look with better eyes than that, or else this journey ends, you're fighting a war, where the battle is yourself, falling and you know, you are bound to fall again, is this my ending i failed in my calls, should have been stronger, would have fought, but to live in fear is not to live at all, yes to live in fear is not to live at all, i'm climbing this latter, but it seems to long, still it lights up a fire inside of me, that i did not think existed, but thinking again remembering hard times, cause am i forsaken, forsaken by gods, but this still is my battle, i am, i am abandoned, oh yes i am