chemical prisoner

i walk a fine line between coping and insanity, the right pills, right now would be the wrong time, i have a hard time between flying and sobriety, the wrong thrill, strong will to keep myself alive, i've watched this rip apart my family, fuck that, i'd rather die with honor, but when the drug is runnin' through me i can feel no pain, it's not worth the price i pay, it's so hard to be together, and i try, and i try, but it won't get better, forever, days go, days go by, i won't die, i won't die cause, i must, i must try, forever, i missed a phone call from a friend i knew the other day, it was strange, it changed my life forever, a couple days go by, i found out that he passed away, the right drug, wrong time, he'll be remembered, there's two wolves that battle in us all right now, one's good, the other one is evil, if you're wondering which wolf inside will succeed, it's simple, it's the one that you feed, it's so hard to be together, and i try, and i try, but it won't get better, forever, days go, days go by, i won't die i won't die cause, i must i must try, forever, it's so hard to be together, and it won't get better, days go, days go by, but i must i must try, forever, it's so hard to be together, and i try, and i try, but it won't get better, forever, days go, days go by, i won't die i won't die cause, i must i must try, forever, it's so hard to be together, forever, it's so hard to be together, forever, forever, forever