when i lost it

, could it be you, calling me down, my foolish heart, turns out the stars, all that i am, is all that you see, you don't need nobody else, and you're putting this all on me, forgetting that, there's no greater love, just open your eyes, just hold out your hand, and place it in mine, forever it's you, forever it's me, you don't need nobody else it's all yours but you fail to see, all i ever wanted was to see her smile, we fell of when she said, "we bout to have a child.", i'm still a child, i'm having doubts, i'm down and i'm out, how the fuck i'm gon' provide?, i should've never left, should've been right by your side, what if i don't make it?, we'll call up friends, we'll call up family, we'll need more paper, wish you had more patience, i was scared to tell my aunt, i hated those lectures, plus she ain't know how that one night was so special, so precious, fuck abortion, i wanted to kill the baby myself, put some glass in your milk and have you coughing up blood, asking for help, i'm all for myself, i was about to smoke wet because i thought it would help, and i almost cried when i wrote this shit, wanted to die cuz i was broke as shit, you about to have a baby, i'm stressing like where my folks gon' live?, i ain't never want my child to have to go through shit, i always wanted us to have a bond, cuz i ain't have one with my mom, and i ain't have one with my pop, i grew up and i seen a lot, ain't want my child to see it, father figure don't know how to be it, how to be a man, i'm not a man, i don't know how to teach it, my ex girl cheated on me and she caught herpes, and it left her speechless, i'm just dropping a secret, i'm just guessing we're even, but if that shit was up to me man she wouldn't be breathin', believe me, it was so many nights was bout to rock myself, wait, shit, i had to stop myself, if i don't got nobody man i got myself, nobody ever gave me shit, i had to grind myself, so get it aborted, cuz uh, we can't afford it, i ain't trynna give orders, we ain't ready for daughters, we ain't ready for sons, we living off quarters, uh, fuck unemployment, damn, look how our joy went, after this song, you might look at me different, lost connection plus the pasion missing, you plus me equals forever i'm a mathematician, just don't want us to make no bad decisions, after this song, you might look at me different, lost connection plus the past are missing, you plus me equals forever i'm a mathematician, just don't want us to make no bad decisions