remember me?

yeah, okay well hey yo remember me?, the one you used to really need, yeah i was just on bet, didn't see? no?, just something i thought about, probably happy you know a lot of kids that you fucked off and forgot about, but not this, not what this all about, there is more than that to it, look i know we've both been through it but, you've been doing anything but what you should be doing like, when i call you on christmas and you come with excuses, and tell me how you're sorry kyle but this year i'm jewish, but last year you was hindu, and the year before was buddhist, to keep from buying me clothes, i bet you'll probably be a nudist huh?, probably have my moms on maury, asking them to prove it, so i put my face on albums so you'll have to face the music, and when i think about it, it couldn't of been that hard, i didn't need the money man, i just wanted the card, but you was always busy or like somewhere hella far, and ever since i made it, it seems like you never are, that's weird, i said, you gon' remember me, you say what's your name again?, finally, don't call and it's alright, i'll re jog your memory, august 24th 2013 journal entry 87, the past is just a story we tell ourselves, do you remember ours?, tell me the story would you please?, yeah, hey look the happy rapper's not so happy now, i remember when i used to laugh out loud, nowadays i only lol, through text cause i don't wanna talk, don't touch me i don't wanna feel, rewrote this verse a couple times, first time i kept it way too real, back before droppin "keep it real", you really dropped me on my ass, i sent a hundred thousand text's, don't think you ever sent one back, let's back track back to twenty twelve, back throwing backpacks to hit the roads, felt like i died and went to heaven, my life at home was living hell, i told you, you was all i had, it's funny then you couldn't tell, when all your friends was talking shit, it's funny then you couldn't smell, it's funny then you couldn't spell, when i got no answers to those texts, these things get harder to forgive, and even harder to forget, but when i think about it, i'm kinda glad that you did, don't try to eat with me now, you couldn't starve with me then, a couple months ago fuck, it was hard for us to be friends, you're heart is so much bigger ever since i made it big, man that's weird, i said, you gon' remember me, you say what's your name again?, finally, don't call and it's alright, i'll re jog your memory