anxious

maybe i'm so fucking anxious, 'cause i been so thankless, spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama, i'll call you when i figure it out, i can't find a reason, nothing's ever easy, it's all goin' down, but you know i promise, i'll call you when i figure it out, my colors keep fadin' away, feel like i might come undone, keep lettin' my thoughts get away, i, like forrest, they run, run, mn, a monday morning, stormy weather, feel like friday, under pressure, partyin' to hide the pain, got money but i can't make change, maybe i'm so fucking anxious, 'cause i been so thankless, spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama, i'll call you when i figure it out, woo, i can't find a reason, nothing's ever easy, it's all goin' down, but you know i promise, i'll call you when i figure it out, billions of people, how selfish of me, to only think about one, one, one, it's gettin' clear my mirror never likes what it sees, yeah, never been good at reflection, karma, call me like vendetta, i don't wanna run forever, partyin' to hide the pain, got money but i can't make change, maybe i'm so fucking anxious, 'cause i been so thankless, spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama, i'll call you when i figure it out, i can't find a reason, nothing's ever easy, it's all goin' down, but you know i promise, i'll call you when i figure it out, someone put their hands on me right now, i keep treading water, will i drown?, i don't know what else can save me, tryin' lately to figure it out, maybe i'm so fucking anxious, 'cause i been so thankless, spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama, i'll call you when i figure it out, i can't find a reason, nothing's ever easy, it's all goin' down, but you know i promise, i'll call you when i figure it out