seed

fall down, cant pick myself up off the ground, head down, i see catastrophy, and its right in front of me, mother father please dont make me choose between you, i love both of you, mother please, all i want to be is just little me, father please, all i want to be is your son, no fair, trespass the tiny mind of a child, despair, in my world surrounds me, its immersed me, rips right through me, remember, the day they told me-i'm so scared, suffer, my wounds not healing, mother please, all i want to be is just little me father please, all i want to be is your son, sometimes, in dark my mind will roam, to a time, is spent alone as a child, as a small boy, look at what you did to me, see what you did to me, look at what you did to me, see what you did to me, i died that day, all i want to say, mother please, all i want to be is a little deep inside of you, father please, all i want to be is a little me back inside of you, what now?, fuck you!, what now?, fuck you!, what now?, fuck!