abrasive

i cannot wait or stick around, i'm giving up, i'm face down, it's not me, it's not you, but i'm still in this room, hey, you choose it, hey, you abused it, it's not you, wipe the tears aside, and you cry and scream in the middle of the night, wrapped in a blanket, but you told the lies, hey, you choose it, hey, abused it, hey, refused it, hey, you lose it, i cry and scream in the middle of the night, i can't go to sleep, i shake my head in the middle of the night, i can't go to sleep, it's not me, it's not you, why can't i sleep