hurt for me

oh no, tonight i find it hard to swallow, the bed is made and i feel hollow, my friends suggest that i should take it slow, i took it slow, i sweat it out, i'm not okay, i'm shaking on the floor, i lie awake and i count the days and i wait beside the door, for love, i only want you next to me, sweet love, how long before you hurt for me?, hurt for me, do you hurt for me?, blackout the night before inside of my mouth, too much it's what i like to do now, my mind explodes and i can't make it out, i'm falling down, i see your face in blurry shades and i reach out for your hand, all your ways i can't explain but i want to understand, my love, i only want you next to me, sweet love, how long before you hurt for me?, hurt for me, do you hurt for me?, i sedate my mind with hope of your return, just enough to weigh me down, i can fake my heart and i love to watch it burn, but he knows you ain't around, my love, i only want you next to me, sweet love, how long before you hurt for me?, hurt for me, will you hurt for me?