the grudge

wear the grudge like a crown of negativity. calculate what we will or will not tolerate. desperate to control all and everything. unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen. clutch it like a cornerstone. otherwise it all comes down. justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end. clutch it like a cornerstone. otherwise it all comes down. terrified of being wrong. ultimatum prison cell. saturn ascends, choose one or ten. hang on or be humbled again. humbled again. clutch it like a cornerstone. otherwise it all comes down. justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end. saturn ascends, comes round again. saturn ascends, the one, the ten. ignorant to the damage done. wear the grudge like a crown of negativity. calculate what we will or will not tolerate. desperate to control all and everything. unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen. wear the grudge like a crown. desperate to control. unable to forgive. and sinking deeper. defining, confining, sinking deeper. controlling, defining, and we're sinking deeper. saturn comes back around to show you everything, let's you choose what you will, will not see and then, drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again, spits you out like a child, light and innocent. saturn comes back around. lifts you up like a child, or drags you down like a stone to, consume you till you choose to let this go. choose to let this go. give away the stone. let the oceans take and, transmutate this cold and fated anchor. give away the stone. let the waters kiss and, transmutate these leaden grudges into gold. let go.