a grey so dark

ripping out the feelings used to, hold me in to place, breaking through the, structures, i unfold at my, disgrace, i'm digging deeper, to lay my misery down, into the water, so that it may drown, a grey, a grey so dark, it moves in silence and kills, again, a grey, a grey so dark, i lose myself and embrace the, end, swallowing the ashes of a newly, burned down dream, tasting only charred remains of, cured and better me, i'm digging deeper, to lay my misery down, into the water, so that it may drown, a grey, a grey so dark, it moves in silence and kills, again, a grey, a grey so dark, i lose myself and embrace the, end, i burst, not bleed, i'm pulled into the undertow, i burst, not bleed, i'm swallowed by the great below, a grey, a grey so dark, it moves in silence and kills, again, a grey, a grey so dark, i lose myself and embrace the, end, a grey so dark, a grey so dark, a grey so dark, a grey so dark