pain again

why always me who has to put you in your place?, i'll never forget what you put me through and all those selfish nights, only dogs get put down; the bitch of living, too cruel to be left alive, i'm just trying to be what you want me to be, and it never ends, and it's pain again, mark this day as the last i feel this way, for the comfort, the repetition is my vice, my poison, only dogs get put down; the bitch of living, too cruel to be left alive, i'm just trying to be what you want me to be, and it never ends, and it's pain again, pain again, i always seem to find you again, cut-throats are made of us, no time to waste, actors, liars, and fakes, it's too dangerous for me to leave you alive, you're a hazard, stifle yourself and all of your surroundings, you need to be put down, put down, trust is a motherfucker, selfish and angry is how you left me, i've become so rotten, pain again