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i know i should have stopped it, any other day i'd know better but, now i'm laid out on the floor, i know i kinda dropped it, should have written it down in a letter, but now there's one foot out the door, all the words in disarray, lost in translation, errors just replayed, i didn't know it was like that, left field and way off from center, and now there's just one great divide, there's no doubt, wait, strike that, off conversation is splintered, oh well oh hell at least i tried, all the thoughts i can't relay, have no explanation, prefix just displayed, spell check, streamline, clarified, cut copied pasted, and erased it, but i replaced it, outline, researched, summarized, paraphrased refrained, and then deleted, now i'm defeated, good intention's gone astray, locked in frustration, thought lines in decay