a natural disaster

it's been a long cold winter without you, i've been crying on the inside over you, you just slipped through my fingers as life turned away, it's been a long cold winter since that day, and it's hard to find, hard to find, hard to find the strength now but i try, and i don't want to, don't want to, don't want to go on and speak now of what's gone by, cos no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i can't change what happened, i can't change what happened, no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i can't change what happened, i can't change what happened, no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i can't change what happened, i can't change what happened, no no i can't change, you just slipped through my fingers, and i feel so ashamed, you just slipped through my fingers, and i failed, cos no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i can't change what happened, i can't change what happened, no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i can't change what happened, i can't change what happened, no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i can't change what happened, i can't change what happened, no no i can't change, you just slipped through my fingers, and i feel so ashamed, you just slipped through my fingers, and i failed