dark insanity

weak and sick i crawl, in the dust of past mistakes, leaving for the darkness, of tears and cold heartaches, suffer in this grief, of forever burning hate, the ashes of my life, by the torment you create, on my knees. remembering, the wasted years of dark insanity, the rage increases fast, as the memories eat me alive, god, i wish this to end, but i'm not prepared to die, no more a human being, just a fool of anxiety, unable to escape, the darkest insanity,