brother's keeper

sit and wait and count my hate, i'll be adding up for days, feelings come and go, i will let you know, 1 and 1 is never fun, pull the thread and i come undone, see the numbers as they fade away, and the letters that you wrote i saved, i won't read them for i'm not that brave, but i keep them so that i can say, that i cared, i cared, feelings come and go, i will let you know, 1 and 1 is never fun, pull the thread, i am brother cain, keep no one close or safe, i deny, i deny, i'll reply, i'll reply on your grave, i owe you everything