give up, let go

desperate. grasping with a clenched fist. i try to hold my own life in my own hand, frustration sets in, thought i had this, failure is the one thing that i can't stand, oh, you remind me that taking care of me, was never in my job description. oh, now i'm finding you want, to fix it all, you're just waiting for permission, i'm giving up, i'm letting go, of everything that i've held onto, i'm giving up, i'm letting go, of everything that i've let hold me, far too long lord i know, i need to give you full control, help me give up and let go, i want to trust you with my whole heart, not lean on what i think i understand, and even when i can't see, jesus, help me still to believe, you're unveiling an unfailing plan, oh, but sometimes the old me creeps back in, oh, and the only thing i know to do is give it all to you again, help me give up, help me let go, help me give up, help me let go, help me give it all to you