keep myself awake

i hate to talk like this, i hate to act as if, there's something wrong that i can't say, i have this dream at night, almost every night, i've been dreaming it forever, it's easy to remember it, it's always cold, it's always day, you're always here, you always say, i'm alright, i'll be ok, if i can keep myself awake, keep myself awake, i get up early, i look around me, can't help but wonder what you mean, 'cause when i'm sleeping, i'm so deep in it, so much more real to me, closer than reality, it's always cold, it's always day, you're always here, you always say, i'm alright, i'll be ok, if i can keep myself awake, keep myself awake, keep myself awake, keep myself awake, i get up early, i look around me, i'm buying coffee by the pound, when i'm sleeping, i'm so deep in it, i can't keep myself awake, keep myself awake, keep myself awake, keep myself awake,