the murderer's pact

coercion and threats, made their demands, held the past over my head, one mistake has made me their tool, blackmailing a means to the end, i'm forced into the pact, murderer, is that what i am?, homicide, how can i stop this?, not a violent man but now i'm forced to kill, seems to be no other way, trapped by an accident, tragic and fatal, the crime was unintentional, but this i cannot prove, murderer, is there no way out?, suicide, is that the answer?, desperation, deal has been made, no turning back, i'm bound to kill by the murderer's pact, steel myself fot the task at hand, preparing the tools that i need, sharpen the blades, make the kill quick, extortion drove me to the deed, i take from it no joy, murderer, now i will do this, homicide, i have made my choice, sins of the past, haunt me today, should have confessed, motive concealed, undetected, hunting him down, his life will end, i'm bound to kill by the murderer's pact, thrust of the blade repulses, commit the heinous crime, stabbing him repeatedly, gouge his neck, slash his face, see his look of terror, he knows his time has come, cannot show him mercy, make him die, finish it, blood on the knife, his body slumps, corpse left to rot, the deed is done, but in my mind, there is no peace, two dark secrets, that i must keep, i'm bound to kill by the murderer's pact