keep rollin'

yeah. you know there's a lot about myself and the world, that i wish i could change in life but like. fuck it, yeah, my name is christian webster and i'm a troubled person, i take my medication but these pills ain't fuckin' working, i'm over 30 now but there's still so much i'm learning, the only thing i know for sure is there ain't nothing certain, i got some trust problems, i got some love problems, you'd think i love problems 'cause i got so many of 'em, i got some drug addictions labeled as drug prescriptions, thought i was done, i kicked 'em, but the feel i'm getting from 'em, got me runnin' back, no matter how many moments, i hit that bottom and promise myself i'm done with that, my only skill is bustin' raps, shit i fucking suck at math, and couldn't even change my own tire if it was fucking flat, i'm insecure and imperfect and second-guess myself, and every day this pressure's felt, because the industry i'm in does a number on someone's mental health, maybe i should get some help, but. i'ma never give two fucks for the mournful, 'cause i'm only tryna live for the day, i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on livin' this way, i'ma never give two fucks for the mournful, 'cause i'm only tryna live for the day, i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on livin' this way, some say i'm pessimistic, i say i'm well-informed, and terrified of what humanity is headed for, we're destroyin' the planet, every day we wreck it more, mother nature's had it with us, now she tryin' to settle scores, there still be hella wars and scummy politicians, who will fuck the people over as long as their pockets thicken, public servants? huh. what a fucking contradiction, red and blue alike should all be fuckin' locked in prison, every time i read the news it makes me mad as fuck, the shitty things that are happening keep on adding up, and now we way too lazy and fat and dumb as a population, to change anything, so really i should stop complainin', the world is endin' anyways so at the end of days, i'ma light up seven js and leave this bitch hella blazed, 'cause we all dancin' to the fiddle that the devil plays, and it's hella shwayze out on center stage, but really. i'm just tryin' to leave a positive mark, as the planet and society are fallin' apart, feel like we lost in the dark, and we ain't gettin' no help, 'cause superman ain't comin' so we gotta fend for ourselves, and, uh, i'm all for setting goals and tryin' to push the limit, but be realistic 'cause you know they say we are who we fuckin' are, you might as well face it, 'cause if you can't change it, then fuckin' embrace it, 'cause. i'ma never give two fucks for the mournful, 'cause i'm only tryna live for the day, i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on livin' this way, i'ma never give two fucks for the mournful, 'cause i'm only tryna live for the day, i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on livin' this way, i'ma never give two fucks for the mournful, 'cause i'm only tryna live for the day, i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on livin' this way, i'ma never give two fucks for the mournful, 'cause i'm only tryna live for the day, i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on movin', i'ma keep on livin' this way,