end of life

let me speak, there's some things i thought you should know, when you breathe, i feel a heart attack coming on, and i can't wait to watch the world slip away, when i leave attach a piece of you to my ghost, cause i can't stray too far from the one that i love, if they grieve i'll send a sign to let them know, that i was okay to watch it all disappear, i'm not afraid of the fight, i'm just afraid of the fall, when i look up at the sky, i see it all crashing down. on and on. and it breaks you, and it aches to the bone, time heals nothing it just buries the wound, why should i learn to accept when i have nothing to prove?, so if time means nothing why do we still watch our clocks count down?, my chest is empty, and yet they want me to talk, this face holds nothing, there's no emotion to grasp, i've lost my faith, and now i am shattered like glass, i need to feel something else, i need to feel something else. i wanna to feel something, i wanna to feel something else. i wanna feel, when you leave, it's like a heart attack letting go