jesus wept

i can't forget the water at my feet, all alone and mumbling, the only verse that i knew, was jesus wept and i did too, i gave up the drugs but not the sex, weekends, holidays, the cigarettes, as long as i knew i could get my fix, i could have it all i could handle it, married a beautiful girl, brought a child into this world, in the mirror i saw boy wanting to be a man, you wanted a man, you wanted a man, i'm a wave in the sea, i'm a stone that can't be moved, i'm a wretch drunk and forgotten, i'm a path left to choose, you're the god of the unknown, i'm the son that was never free, you're the life i didn't live, you're the trial waiting for me, (are you what the people say that you are?, filled with wrath worshipped always from a far, glory to the lamb forever you are, we are the creator of all these scars), i thought it'd be over, take care that you don't forget, i thought it would be but i'm still scared, i still believe i'm scared that i, i still believe, so what's left for me?, (are you what the people say that you are?, are you what the people say that you are?, are you what the people say that you are?, are you what the people say that you are?), are you washed in the blood?, are you washed in the soul cleansing blood?, he is trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored, he is trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored